Proactive

Now that B's sentencing is finally over, there is no excuse not to get serious about a lot of my goals. I have set about some tasks below.

I am down today. I could elect to change my mind and choose to be bright, but I’m under a cloud. Thinking about B, his sentencing, his life -- it’s overwhelming ...

Also, my life feels like a question mark. I don’t know what’s going to become of it with work and such. I guess I just need to take a proactive stand and work on things currently within my reach -- within my control.

These are the physical activities I intend to do per week, assuming my health is not challenged:

Walking 2x
Yoga 2x
T-Tapp 2x

These are the days I intend to incorporate them:

Mondays - T-Tapp
Tuesdays - Walking
Wednesdays - Yoga
Thursdays - T-Tapp
Fridays - Fun
Saturdays - Walking
Sundays - Yoga

Three activities I not only want to do, but need to:

Photographing/processing - I don’t need to think about when I’ll fit this in – it seems to happen on its’ own. I actually need to reduce time spent on pictures until I have a better sense of balance toward the rest of my needs.

Flickring - I will spend a maximum of 30 minutes per day commenting.

Writing - I just got done reading a triology; and I will comb through it now for style. I will spend 5 minutes every morning writing. I will awaken, putter around the house or yard for a few, then begin writing for 5 minutes non-stop. This means I need to awaken at the latest by 7 a.m.

Other stuff:

Housekeeping: I have to come up with a plan as far as housekeeping goes. It has taken the lowest priority and I need to change my mind set about it. I have to figure out how I can see and approach it differently.

Appearance:

I need to allot time toward upkeep like hair and nails. My problem is not wanting to take the time to sit there and interact – not wanting to have to tip, even if I’m unhappy with the service. I need to overcome these petty concerns.

I need to body brush every single night, without fail. There simply is no excuse unless sick.