Addendum

Now I remember why I've stringently stuck with eating healthy ... because when I don't, like today, I feel like total shyt. The effects began as I was driving home, and I got all dizzy and nauseous. I put on my sea bands which helped somewhat, but not enough.

When I got home, I was angry and wanted to strike out and place blame on someone other than myself for my lack of discipline. But there's no one to blame but mua. I feel no guilt - just anger that I no longer have the luxury of deviating just a little bit from a certain lifestyle without feeling debilitated somehow. I asked Hunny to help save me from myself by reminding me why I don't stray from my healthy ways ... But I don't think he will, as I think he'd rather not be the one to come between me and say --- chocolate ...

I'm pretty happy about the reduction of those I'll allow to see my photos. It just means I'll have more time for other things, like writing in this blog. I'm actually thinking about reducing it even more ...

I want to be the most interesting and popular person in my life. I want to be inspired by myself. I want to go back and refer to past blogs and say, "that person really rocks, I'm so glad that someone is me!"

Since my state of wellness has felt compromised due to my food and beverage indiscretions, I had to have a change in plans. Instead of working out hard (to where I would've tossed my cookies), I just walked around the block several times. As far as the other things I set out to do ... well, it will simply have to wait until Friday.

Well I want to make time for reading and note-taking as well as finish up comments on Flickr, so I'm off ...